It's weird, because there's nothing I'd more like to do with my $15m than sitting making podcasts all day and fiddling with sound. And yet when it comes to doing the things in life I (you?) really enjoy, I don't allow myself the pleasures in life, because I haven't done all the shitty things I don't want to do, so I punish myself.
And this is an attempt to get back to my blogging, which has fallen off over the last 7 years. I'm doing it for my own writing pleasure, a sort of morning pages, which helps gather my thoughts and improve my creativity, or at least get in action doing something. Oh, and a full time job, and kids. That's my time and peace and quiet gone then. Oh and I thought sitting in a hotel room at night, with all the travelling I'm doing would lead to some amazing productivity breakthrough, with all this time I'm not watching TV in the hotel room, or eating the mini-bar clean with salty snacks.